It is a year to the day that Anabelle was diagnosed with MPS1 Hurlers Syndrome and our journey began. So much had happened to our beautiful girl within in that year and she faced it all with a smile. From ERT to chemo, through the stem cell transplant and isolation. She has been and always will be an inspiration.
On our last blog we believed Anabelle died of septic stock and we were waiting on the post mortem results. Sadley we are no further forward on this and we still do not know what finally took her from us as the post mortem report has not been completed yet. Once this has been completed a date for the inquest will be set.
Our little ones funeral was on the 18th January and it snowed heavily, we were worried about the turnout and although alot of people couldn't make it into town there was still a very good turn out. After the service white balloons with purple stars that everyone could write a private message on were released within the grounds of the church. Our friends in Perth also released balloons at the same time, although their weather was a bit different to ours as you can see in the photos!!!
The cemetary looked extremely peaceful covered in snow and had a Narnia feel to it, we like to think that the snow was Anabelle's tribute to us.
There isn't a moment that goes by where she isn't in our thoughts and our lives will never be the same again. The message she left us was that we shouldn't get stressed about the small things in life as these generally have no consequence. She reminded us about the important things in life. The important things are family and friends and these should come before anything else.
On February 18th Anabelle would have been 2 years old, she had a lot of visitors and her grave looked very colourful
We would like to take the opportunity to thank everyone that has supported us, either through cards, facebook, text, in person, money sent via the funeral directors or the 'rembering anabelle' justgiving page.
Even though words cant describe the emotions we go through on a daily basis we are coping and still feel very strongly that the journey we all went through was the right one even though the end result was not something we expected at all. The last few months with Anabelle, seeing her grow and develop will always be rememebered with a smile. All MPS syndromes are horrific and this has changed our lives and will always remain very much apart of it. In the next additon of the MPS magazine, Anabelle will be on the front cover and my tribute that I did for my baby girls funeral will also be in it.



Anabelle is still very much in our hearts, thinking of you! x
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